Well, I called my doctor and he said to put two Fentanyl patches on at once. Now that’s 200x more potent than morphine. I hate this.
Sometimes I really hate my mom. My Fentanyl patch isn’t working, my pain is at a 10+ right now and I can hardly walk, so she decides to scream at me for 10 minutes because it isn’t working. I can’t control that I have a spine deformity that causes extreme pain and that I have to take pain killers. Believe me, if I didn’t have to take them, I wouldn’t. But she yelled at me for 10 minutes because “I make everyone’s life shittier with my stupid pain killer bullshit.” Thanks for the fucking support mom. It makes me feel sooo much better that all I am to you in an inconvinience.
Fucking Fentanyl patches.
First of all, let me say that each hour, these patches release pain killers 100x more potent than morphine.
The first patch I had worked great. I put on a new patch early this morning, and nothing. I can’t even walk now because I am in so much pain. How in the FUCK does something 100x more potent than morphine not work?!?! It’s been 3 days since my first dose. That’s not enough time to build a tolerance. I’m thirsty but I can’t get a drink because my pain level is at a 10+ right now and I can’t walk. Sirjdhsjevddbrjdkenffnfjj. >:c I’m so mad.
All the work I did in physical therapy is ruined.
I just ate at least 3 days worth of food in 15 minutes.
My tummy hurts.
So, because I have a phone now, I need people to text. Ask for my number or send me yours so we can be texting buddies. c:
I spent 45 minutes in physical therapy with the newly trained therapist (only on the job for 3 days now.) Who was a total airhead. I also have a horrible head cold. I can hardly believe I did that without getting really annoyed.
Dear followers,
I got a smartphone today, so I will no longer be offline for long periods of time. c:
